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June 4th, 2009

day four...

6/4/09 07:16 am
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heya,
its all going good, i just hope i can keep this up.
its going to be so so hard this saturday to have 200 kcals,
only cos i have a dance competition and i need so much energy
for it. usually 200 kcals would be simple.
ive been doing ood on abc, and its day four now.
so no matter what im keeping it up, i dont have time for failure.
peace, lily x
  • Current Mood: determined
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June 3rd, 2009

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6/3/09 07:14 am
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3rd day of abc, it's all going good. i have to keep this up, i will keep this up, i am keeping this up. the only bad thing so far is that my parents are worried, they have told me i look pale, tired, upset, and that i need to eat properly, there on to me i can tell, and i'm really worried about sundays, because this sunday abc says i should have 200 calories, so obviously i want to stick to that BUT my mother usually makes a roast dinner for the family, and she would question me if i asked to just have an egg white omelette or some fruit or something. i will post how sunday goes when it comes around.

anyway, long post i know, but anyway, im happy with how abc is going, and i do have alot of motivation right now to complete what i can.

peace, lily x
  • Current Mood: worried
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June 2nd, 2009

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6/2/09 06:51 am
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day two of abc.
500 kcals or less.
easily i will go under.
i woke up early this morning and worked out for a solid half hour.
and tonight i have two dance classes. so that should burn some calories.
i really am taking this seriously, i cant screw up abc because theres no time to re-start.
i want to finish the 50th day on the first day of my summer and i will! 

peace, lily x
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May 31st, 2009

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5/31/09 08:55 pm
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hey everyone :]
had a great half term, but its back to school tomorrow.
theres 7 weeks left in this term, then its summer!
ive worked out that if i start abc tomorrow, i will do
it for the whole term (7 weeks) and one day at the beginning of summer.
yay, its perfect! im doing it starting tomorrow.
i will do anything i can to keep it from my mother.
especially when i purge every now and then.
i will do this!
peace, Lily.
  • Current Mood: determined
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5/31/09 08:47 pm
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heya.
had a great half term, but its back to school tomorrow.
theres 7 weeks left in this term, then its summer!
ive worked out that if i start abc tomorrow, i will do
it for the whole term (7 weeks) and one day at the beginning of summer.
yay, its perfect! im doing it starting tomorrow.
i will do anything i can to keep it from my mother.
especially when i purge every now and then.
i will do this!
peace, Lily.
  • Current Mood: determined
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May 27th, 2009

Annoying

5/27/09 04:31 am
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sorry i havent posted for a while,
its half term and ive been out a lot.
abc has gone down the drain this hafl term.
i just cant keep it up, not with my mother watching me
like a hawk!
she threatened booking a doctors appointment, saying
im not eating enough, she keeps saying 'its getting ridiculous'.
how the hell is it!?!
im the size of a bloody whale!
er. doing abc after half term.
just trying to eat as little during half term as i can.
although me and friends have binged once or twice.

ive tried to purge.
so so many times.
i feel the feeling of being sick,
but nothing will come out?
i will keep trying for a while.
if not, keep to fasting and low cal 24/7.

peace, lily x
  • Current Music: maria mena - so sweet
  • Current Mood: confused
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May 20th, 2009

Another day ...

5/20/09 07:05 am
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Good morning.
Yesterday was the first day of abc,
and today is the second.
500 cals or less, it was easy yesterday, so i'm guessing
it should be similar today.
I lost three pounds since last tuesday,
not much, but atleast it is some!
I'm happy so far, and i want it to stay that way.
Peace, Lily.
  • Current Music: dark blue - jacks mannequin
  • Current Mood: calm
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May 19th, 2009

EarlyBird

5/19/09 05:04 am
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Yo,
ive woken up real early today, its 5:05 atm,
at half past im going to get dressed and everything,
then be outside at 5:45, when i will ring my friend,
and were going to go on a jog.
i don't think it will make me feel any better,
but atleast i know im doing exercise, it must be
doing something!
and i have two dance lessons this evening.
so more and more calories can be burnt!
Peace, Lily.
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May 18th, 2009

Success!

5/18/09 08:55 pm
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yay! the first ever fast day ive done has gone so so well.
i'm really proud of myself.
i'm starting the abc diet tomorrow.
all thats been on my mind lately is loosing weight.
i hope i can soon.
ive also had a lot of stress coming from school,
due to options choosing.
we start them when we get abck from half term,
weird time to start, no? 
anyway, need to get some sleep,
early, and tired.
but very happy today, just for getting through it
without struggling, im not even hungry! 
but i dont feel thinner, oh well.
abc tomorrow! 

Peace, Lily.
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I'm ready.

5/18/09 07:20 am
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I'm fasting today.
should go fine, i have a friend who i am doing it with,
so that should make it a lot easier.
I'm actually really confident it's going to go well,
i just hope it does!
good luck to everyone on hear starting abc, and fasts.
you all have my support,
Peace, Lily.

  • Current Mood: hopeful
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May 17th, 2009

New as a Shoe.

5/17/09 06:37 pm
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I'm new on LiveJournal.
I just want to join the abc community.
I hate my body, and something has to change.
So, it's going too.
It's been a bad day, stupid hayfever makes me look dead!
and i feel as fat as a horse. Great.
It seems to be easier to stay on track of what i'm eating
during the week days.
Back to school tomorrow, last week until half term.
I need to loose as much as i can in a week.
Peace, Lily.
  • Current Music: vampire weekend - oxford comma
  • Current Mood: anxious
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